first day at work!

it was so slack for me and kyla dudes! okay we met at 0745hrs, chinese garden train station. the company bus came at about 0755hrs. took the bus together wif rachel and we separated at the main gate. me, kyla and hanisah went straight to the admin building. waited for Mr. Mak at the meeting room. spent about 1hr doing absolutely nothing as Mr. Mak have to photocopy our identification wif his favourite mug at either one of his hand. so in dat time i decide to call and check on the rest of the classmates. here are the list of slackers today.

-rifdie
-glavin
-ricky
-ahmad
-man

first day intensive work will have to be

-nas
-saiful
-teresa

i didn't manage to check out on the rest though. soon after hanisah have to go to her department, me and kyla were sent to a larger meeting room and there they are, the bigshots. they interviewed a lil of here and there. explain about the 2 projects separating us. honestly they are very nice ppl. well at least for the first day. me and kyla had an early lunch, and wait at the customer service room before being tour-ed at the port itself. its a woaaaahh feeling. can't wait to board the ship hahaks. kyla insisted dat i have the challenging project and so i'm gonna need ur help guys from DMTM!! and chit htwe!! after the tour we are left on our own and so, me and kyla wasted our time by going for an hour bus ride to jurong train station to get my ciggies. and we came back to the admin building only to sleep at the couch. seriously i looked like a working man seyyy hahaha. pardon me.

hope tmr will be better!

how mundane dan attachment be for me?
it's not even my first day at work but i'm certain dat i'll be bored. just like being tortured a hundred and one ways by the japs. i called rachel who's a fren of veggie. she's in the previous batch located at my attachment site. she's telling me how bored it is! and i'm so not prepared for dat. gaining experience is wad i'm looking for but instead? i'm just showing presence. pfft. i've deleted sum ppl in my friendster list. dun be too stoked alrite. maybe cos i dun noe u, neither do u. and u are not showing any effort to introduce urself to me. so dats it. dun waste my friend space.

The minimalist chooses!

i'm been reading glavin's blog recently. man am i proud of macha! keep up the good work yaaa hahaks. my sunburn is finally giving in so i'm no longer feeling turbided! yessaaaa

been thinking how people kept their blogs vivified. cos i'm feeling all those starlight now haha. so i went to east coast pit 4 area B on my weekends. spent the chinese new year hols there by the beach. i got sick and didn't have dat much fun although the fact dat i had sum cycling session hahaks. the countdown to attachment is finger countable. ergggh its trailing butterflies to my stomach again. dammit! wait till i've come to my graduation day, traffic police test, and my ns enlistment! i'd be gorging out my eyes. urghhh. but still these are all angel in disguise only dat its not disguised afterall. i noe wad the outcomes are gonna be. its for my own good. i wanna be bon vivant person. so dis is my route, my life which i'm pathed to. dun ever feel remorse. cos damn its gonna be hurtful.

think life
think parents
think god

gf?? naaahhhhh

fadhuli and frens will be off to bintan. i'm not quite sure of the date but bon voyage dudes! ahmad's fren has been a genial one. nice knowing ya'll.

i'll be at east coast for chinese new year bbq pit. wif cousins! ahhh hah! best moments yet. the 6mths of hell is drawing nearer. ppl are inviting me to club around but i just haveto turn them down. been rather busy. wish i cud go though but nyyyeaahh. can't afford to risk it. i'll be looking forward to SMA's freshmen orientation camp though. its gonna be fun! meeting them dudes and dudettes of SMA again. yessa.

i've been freakingly wonder. is relationship a must or is it a cheap thrill? is it more to a liability or more to an asset? is it more to a trouble or more of a pleasure? i've not much say. i've only 2 ex-gf. well i'd rather consider it as 1 actually. so i may not have the thinking of a professional lover sum ppl might say. but i dun see any desperation in need for a relationship? its just another phase in life. though i might miss sumone rite now. i guess when u're not wanted, then u just have to accept it. when there's no chemistry, there's always physics ain't dat rite? feeling in love at start may be taken into considerations. but when it really grows upon u and its far beyond ur stretch, its hurts deep deep inside. u noe u'll have to un-dream the dream. but can u un-love the loved?

ps: ejat's featured in dome's bollywood today! huhuhu


Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart - Washington Irving

here are a few of the sentosa pics!

went to sentosa today! damn things changed a lot. saiful came earlier than fadhuli. and i have to fetch dat fred perry at the palawan beach bustop. sheesh. and i waited for 3 bus till he's actually there! in the mean time, i played kick scooter at the downhill. ouuuuuuu weee~ fun la! hahaha maybe i shud pick up long boarding. muahaha poser seyy ayie! hmmm spent lotsa quality time wif the SMA-ians minus the leg cramp, its a prestigious moment.

went to meet the hip hop peeps later at esplanade. we celebrated the february babies b'dae. missed the sabo-ing part though. *sobs*. i had my 2nd laughing gas session. dis time i'm truly high. damn i'm thinking i'm the coolest dude from marina square right till admiralty. wearing shades is my craving now! i'm getting one. period. or maybe anyone can get me one. *raised eyebrow*

right now i'm still not over the crux.
untill then, i'm burnt!
sunburn!

woke up late today wif a cheeky reason! huhu. okay its not dat late mind u, only 11am. see?! only 11am okays. so i was woken up by teresa's thank you msg on my birthday wish for her. and well again hahaks, HAPPY B'DAE TERESA! met tsun at civic centre to re-new his PDL. done dat, we went to zap it! favourite dok! haha he wants it laminated. we walked here and there and we saw ejat! yayyyy we spied on him muahaha. coolness! then the 3 of us went to dome and slacked by the bay. played poker and had fun us cousins huhu.

i've been thinking lately. am i not pellucid enuf?? i feel dat i'm just like a penguin who wud like to have the skill of flying. yes honestly i may look like a lazy dumb. but i dun keep quiet for nothing. i'm not showing my eagerness. neither am i showing my loss of interest. i just dun feel i'm blessed. i'm not even suppose to be thinking of flying. its just way too high for me. i quit. i dun feel there's any diff in pursuing dis.

there will still be smiles but there's just no more waiting.
no more.

3rd February 2007

i played soccer in the wee morning wif 'expresso'. its been a long time guys. and we sure had fun. i've got to noe lotsa things after a few hours of talk wif them. one of the thing dat they shared was ohh-so-shocking to me. geeees scary plus awestruck. but later at 5pm, i met firwan and aphyik both at diff train stn platform. we went to meet the rest of the dsc at centrepoint. we had dsc's photo-shoot at dis disclosed place where no human shall noe. for whom who does! thou shalt die! die!. wicked huh? hehe okays so we had dis first experience on a cool place. wud think of going there again for my personal pics. of cos wif a cool cameraman hahaks. thanks to amir i've learnt sum cool skills in photo-editing and photo-taking. and not forgetting redha. as usual, we chilled at yp and went home rather early.

4th February 2007

i did not leave home at all! i did not smoke at all! woooo~ unbelievable liao. i had fun watching tv, tv and tv. finally i get to chat wif YOU! thanks for the alert huhuhu. had wonderful time wif my siblings and asked mum bout her kids life after watching "KOTT". was kinda morose upon hearing her story when late grandma's alive. but then again, glad things are fine *smiles*. we watched Singapore vs Thailand's 2nd leg together today though dad's working. was fun and i helped her today! hahaha baik arr ayie!



twenty years from now you will be more dissapointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did so. so throw off the bowlines. sail away from the safe harbour. catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover. - Mark Twain

i'm back from 2nd singapore soccer match. it was the ishhh. as usual, there's the hoo haaa here and there. we were thrilled at times and jumping in excitement. there's dis feeling u'll have when u watch it live at the stadium itself. well i believe dis is the last ever game to be played in kallang stadium before it is to be demolished. was proud to be sitting there at its last moments. such a memorable place. though i've been there only at a few occasions, it seems to carry much ups and downs. looking at the benches, walls, lights and field. woahh such a beautiful thing to singapore. if only i cud take a picture of it when it's not occupied and further more during sunset. ohh gosh. two words, PicturePerfect

affiq has been thru his 2nd day of attachment. upon hearing his oppotunities to meet clients and handling a multi-million project, gosh i wud wanna to experience dat! but there dis tingling thoughts of scared and timid-ness. how am i to cope when my studies aren't dat good too? just hope dat my attachment wud be enriching, slow and steady.

i'm still waiting for the blossom of my life *smiles*