u may have an idea on how ur fren are today but never tmr. if u think dats true, u're on the same vessel as me. u can never expect never-ending-friendship but u can always slow down the death by giving jabs of antibiotics. in dis case the antibiotics can be relate as respect. for a modern world we're living in now, its kind of expected having to noe how little these people posses. nevertheless changing anyone is not a factor, having to accept the new person can be more to a fear.

cssp camp over the weekend was something i'm grateful to be part of. i get to spend time wif friends and also entertain-ed. its was the first time for me to aid in the campfire preparation. it was me, khairy, tsun, abg ali and wayne who made it a success. ouhh and also sergeant jamil for the puddle ditching technique! the hardwork and perspiration finally paid off after mdm hasnah lit the structure. the piercing heat and gleaming flame made me smile la sey! hahaks.

to any random god creations out there;
the air dat u breathe
its the same as mine
we are no different

i've decided. i'm keeping my hair long back again. hooray! maybe i can prove sumone how softer my hair can be more than hers hahaks. apart from dat, i'm sick of wax-ing up my hair daily. it feels so spoilt. and so, recently i did not set my hair for work and i'm applauded wif various comments! hahaks. i love my jurong port colleagues!. here are some of the sayings...

- wahh! today u look different!
- ehh nari mcm decennnnt jer..
- ehh lu jambu uhh nari!
- wahh today u "gel-less!" not "jealous" uhh
- ehh?! wax finish uhh??
- HALO brudder! u look different today!
- ehh amacam nari mcm lainnn jer
- wahh?! today ur hairstyle different uhh
- how come ur hair never stand up today??

hahaha fuck u bitches! -_-"

dis is a self-birthday post.

i would like to thank the great and only one for having me here still alive for 19 years. it has been a wonderful life wif ups and downs. the ups is the time when i must always remember to thank you and the downs is a thank-able situation too. it maybe an angel in disguise. for once, i thought dat dis 19th birthday will not be a celebrated one. i have my family in m'sia, waking up in the late morning to walk under the scorching sun getting my breakfast. i felt insignificant. but still i do remember its a blessing in disguise.

moments later, i have my cousins calling me for a movie treat. moments before dat, my dad sent a msg saying happy birthday, and the msgs keeps coming in. be it sms, msn, friendster, calls and tagboard. i appreciate it wif my upmost respect to u guys. its impossible to list down the infinite names. u guys noe well who u are and u deserve the thank you's from me. and not only dat, i received a call from my mum and she's back in SG! we'll be celebrating afterall. =)

dat kitty in shrek! i adore u! hahaha.

thank you taggers!

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