fadhuli and frens will be off to bintan. i'm not quite sure of the date but bon voyage dudes! ahmad's fren has been a genial one. nice knowing ya'll.

i'll be at east coast for chinese new year bbq pit. wif cousins! ahhh hah! best moments yet. the 6mths of hell is drawing nearer. ppl are inviting me to club around but i just haveto turn them down. been rather busy. wish i cud go though but nyyyeaahh. can't afford to risk it. i'll be looking forward to SMA's freshmen orientation camp though. its gonna be fun! meeting them dudes and dudettes of SMA again. yessa.

i've been freakingly wonder. is relationship a must or is it a cheap thrill? is it more to a liability or more to an asset? is it more to a trouble or more of a pleasure? i've not much say. i've only 2 ex-gf. well i'd rather consider it as 1 actually. so i may not have the thinking of a professional lover sum ppl might say. but i dun see any desperation in need for a relationship? its just another phase in life. though i might miss sumone rite now. i guess when u're not wanted, then u just have to accept it. when there's no chemistry, there's always physics ain't dat rite? feeling in love at start may be taken into considerations. but when it really grows upon u and its far beyond ur stretch, its hurts deep deep inside. u noe u'll have to un-dream the dream. but can u un-love the loved?

ps: ejat's featured in dome's bollywood today! huhuhu


Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart - Washington Irving